normal is boring or so i tell myself, no longer caught up on why am i this way because that leads nowhere fast, instead embracing my eccentricity and learning to go with the flow and figure it all out along the way, a designer original i am, so i just run with the individualism because … Continue reading “Designer Original”
Month: April 2019
“Going To Town”
breaking out of my daily routine, i get myself together and take a ride with my mother, who is good at this sort of thing, and run a necessary errand in the busiest part of town, traffic everywhere, people coming and going and all listening to my thoughts and there i sat, trapped and counting … Continue reading “Going To Town”
“Looney Tunes”
the music intrudes upon my conscious mind, loud and obnoxious and drowning out all ability to think straight, not constant but coming and going and when it comes it becomes all-encompassing and impossible to ignore, this melodic torture, a symphony of sonic interference, just one more thing for me to have to deal with
“To Whom It May Concern”
just a quick note to whom it may concern, you drove away that day so many years ago, tearing my heart out and taking it with you like some sort of sick souvenir, on a solo trek into a future i would have no part in and now here i am so many days and … Continue reading “To Whom It May Concern”
“Coming Of Age”
growing up in the age of Encyclopedia Britannica i never dreamed of what was to come, an interconnected world of computerized information and all of it available at the click of a mouse, now a full-fledged convert i don't know what i would do without YouTube and Google
“Stream Of Consciousness”
stream of consciousness, the flowing and melting together and interacting of ideas and thoughts and all sorts of things cascading through my mind on a crash course collision with each other, sometimes pure insanity but always entertaining as i ride the wave and sit back and enjoy the show
“Ambivalence”
ambivalent, all at the same time i feel like i'm chosen by God and deserve to die, elation and despair mixed together in one tumultuous mind state, a state of being that defies all logic or at least mine, not knowing really how to feel and what to do with these things, it seems like … Continue reading “Ambivalence”
“Spook House”
spooks prowl about as ghost chains rattle in cobweb corridors and dusty corners of ancient rooms long uninhabited by the living, floors creaking mysteriously as doors open and close all on their own in this phantasmagorical landscape where the unreal becomes real and nothing is as it seems, this spook house spectacle, the comings and … Continue reading “Spook House”
“Brainstorm”
somewhat bored with the same ol' same ol', i brainstorm ways to break out of this pattern into something a little more exciting, a little more interesting, but i have trouble really seeing myself doing much of anything as nothing really comes to mind and anything that does just kind of goes flat, overcome by … Continue reading “Brainstorm”
“Deep In Thought”
a deep thinker, my mind is always going, taking things apart and putting them back together again, analyzing the intricacies of each individual piece and trying desperately to get to the bottom of it all, so many questions, so many problems to be understood, so many conclusions to come to and i am doing my … Continue reading “Deep In Thought”
