the ups and downs
come and go with a
sickening regularity,
always something
new around the corner,
knowing that how
i feel and what i think
is a matter of momentary
emotions and most likely
to change at any given
minute, this sick roller
coaster ride i am
strapped into, like an
amusement park from hell,
the sickest part the
knowing i didn’t sign up
for any of this