“Ambivalence”

ambivalent, all at the

same time i feel like

i’m chosen by God

and deserve to die,

elation and despair

mixed together in one

tumultuous mind state,

a state of being that

defies all logic or

at least mine, not

knowing really how to

feel and what to do

with these things, it

seems like this sort

of thinking would tear

a brain apart

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