ever suspicious, i sit and contemplate the fact that someone is watching over me and even if people are listening to my thoughts it's ok, the one in me being greater than anything the world has to throw at me and that is what gets me through
sitting here, contemplating life and all the things that go with that, i am struck once again by the thought that something bigger than all of us is at work here, something capable of loving in spite of all our flaws, this man, this God who watches over the saint and the sinner, sending rain … Continue reading "Everlasting Love"
grace and mercy heaped upon me even though i know i don't deserve any of it, my God looking out for me and satisfying me with good things, taking the bad and giving me something so much better, a life of peace and love in the arms of the one who created me
a perilous perception, all eyes on me and ears attentive to my thoughts as i stroll through the Walmart parking lot like it's nothing at all, my descent into madness kept in check by the one who promises me perfect peace, a lamb and a lion, a servant and a king, this man from eternity … Continue reading "Parking Lot"
doing the best i can with what i've been given i march boldly onward through the battlefield of a new day, looking left and right as i navigate the land mines and trip wires no doubt set up for me, a man on a mission in a hostile environment just filled to the brim with … Continue reading “Behind Enemy Lines”
slugging my way through life with the strength my God has given me, kind of like Samson without the long hair, i step up to the Philistines in my own life, depression, anxiety, intrusive suicidal thoughts, and i strike them down one by one, dropping them in the places they stand, knowing good and well … Continue reading “Slugger”
always trying to figure out just exactly what's going on, what's real and what isn't, and every time i go out i get some joker driving behind me with his headlights on, which revs up my mind and really gets me to thinking, are they beaming me with radiation? what's going on here? and as … Continue reading “Keeping It To Myself”